I am not sure if this is going to be a quickie or not, but I am surely still feeling the hurt from the idiot as I am more angered than upset. I do have my friend Mark to help me out indeed and I did talk to Mark earlier today to tell him what happened yesterday since I did not call him right away when it happened. Mark told me that I do not deserve this guy in my life and it goes the other way around. When I spoke to Mark earlier today he told me that I have him and that I am his buddy. It is reassuring to know that I have a buddy forever and in my heart to remember forever. Mark told me he was going to call me after work and I hope he does as he does sometimes forget.
I am not dressed for the day really. I am still in my pj’s and my hair has not been combed yet and I just feel so lazy and a little down still. No energy right this second and I have things to do in the kitchen and livingroom. I wonder if I will get to anything today. I got to my class for a bit today and just posted some replies and answered questions to a final test we are doing in our team and that is about it for now. I just did not have any energy when I woke up this morning kind of late. I do not feel comfortable calling too many people today, either. Oh well. The “Do Not Disturb” sign is on my door for right now and that is a “Keep Away” in nice terms. I just don’t want a whole lot of company today at all for some reason. I just want to be left alone and talk to only a few selected people. My friends know what is going on as of yesterday but that is about it. No calls from my friends today yet, except for Linda.
Nobody needs a jerk in their life. You deserve someone who is going to treat you right and take care of you. You dont want to get involved with someone who eventually will screw you over someday like me. You deserve better and you know it. Take it easy and I’m sure everything will be alright.