How Much More Can I take???

Ok, here it goes … there has been a lot of things going on around me that a lot of tears have been shed and emotions have been going in every direction. I surely do not know how much more I can take of all the drama that has been at our building where I live anymore because, of course, I am a part of the drama according to the onsite manager that has been let go of her position a couple of weeks ago. I am one person who likes to stay neutral in things and not having the feeling of taking sides or siding with one or the other. I did not sign a petition that went around the building and because I did not sign it, the onsite manager who has been let go of her position had gotten all upset and is now making me feel that I have been black balled and power play is going on. Even the neighbor below me has been nasty and mean to me and has caused some rift between us to the point that it will never be the same between us anymore. All the drama that has been going on around our buildiong has caused many tears to be shed, anger to play its mightiness that is still playing all around me. Even fear, unfortunately, has been playing its nasty game with me. I have not slept very well for the past few days and finally sleep has caught up with me last night. Even having a bad cold, which is not mostly gone now, has given me its nasty play as well. I do not know how much more I can take anymore!!!!!

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1 Response to How Much More Can I take???

  1. kaliko88 says:

    Do yourself a favor and don’t talk to anyone except close friends and family for a week. Make your apartment a haven for a while so you can get over the cold and feeling better. Just back away for a bit, rest, and then try to deal with it when you’re fresh.

    And of course, vent here. We’ll try to comfort a little. It’s safe here.


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