What can I really say about today? Not a whole lot really. i did have company over for a while today and then i had time for myself and Bing. I just do not know what to really think right now except getting some sleep which I have finally been able to do since a week ago Thursday and honestly, I have been feeling better. I do not feel like i am on edge right now either since my antidepressants have been increased from 20 mg to 40 mg either except for the morning yesterday when I woke up at 9 a.m. feeling yucky and needing to go to the doctor at urgent care and I had asked a friend to help me with that and so we spent the morning out doing that, having breakfast, and running to the pharmacy to get my prescription filled. All I was thinking about was getting to feeling better and that I hate UTI’s with passion.
My company stayed from 2 p.m. through dinner and then left to see another friend. I pretty much watched television, got on the computer, and did my Easy-to-do crossword puzzles, and tried to relax but failed to do so. My friend, while she was here, took a two hour nap before I food got here. After my company left, I got ready for the night, and just relaxed, which finally became easy to do.