Evening Thoughts for June 27, 2008

Today was a lazy day for me even though I did go to the credit union to get a couple of checks cashed from my graduation. The television was on a little earlier than usual today but it has not really dampen my routine I created for the ;past few days. Today, as a Chronicles of Narnia series fan, I downloaded the Chronicles of Narnia audiobook so now I can be read to and enjoy the story being read to me. It was not a lot of money as I expected and I believe that it was worth it. I talked briefly to my dad’s wife to let her know that I cashed their check that they have given me for graduation and she commented on the pictures of my graduation pictures that were taken. I really thought that was pretty awesome. I personally wish that my father was still in the city but he is up north with his brother right now. That’s okay, though. I know my dad will come again when he has a chance the next time he travels. He is an awesome guy. Of course, he’s my dad.

I do not know if we are really going to have a thunderstorm or not because the weatherman has been saying that we have been expecting thunderstorms for the past couple of days and nothing really happened. I do not believe in the weatherman much anymore. I more so believe in nature and God and that is what I go by these days. In that case, I am not sure if I will be online tomorrow as I would like to be but ini that case I will write my journal entries by hand and record them later when I have the chance. I still want to talk about my graduation that happened this past Saturday but I am holding back on doing so because of the fact that I have a friend who got so upset at the fact that I did not even send out invitations or even inviting her. I felt, Tuesday night, after having the two best days of my life, had gotten a call at midnight because my friend could not wait until morning at more decent hour to talk to me about it. I was so tired that I just wanted to go to sleep and sleep was not found yet, and after that phone call, I could not sleep very well. It was just a rough night for me and being tired was one problem of mine. Some people do not have the decency to be kind sometimes. I believe if my friend waited until morning, the conversation would have been a little more welcomed in my book. I do not make calls after 10 p.m. anymore. Some people say they are your friends but friends do not play the guilt trip game, do they? I am not allowing ANYONE to control anymore and that is how I felt that night AFTER that “could have waited phone call” I will talk about my graduation sooner or later, though….I promise. Just can’t right now.

It seems that time has not really escaped me today — did not go by very quickly at all. Watched a little TV of recorded programs. I have been into Doctor Who starring David Tennant. The Ghost Whisperer starring Jennifer Love Hewitt, Law & Order: SVU. CI, and L&O, and CSI. CSI Miami, and the Closer, Cold Case. and not watching while it is on … recorded to watch later in the week or when I have time. The TV has not been of great interest these few days for some reason and I am NOT going to find the answer to my new routine. I will be retiring to bed shortly anyway. The TV was on a little earlier than usual today as I watched recorded programs, and then at its normal routine schedule, and bed to read in a little bit. It is almost 9 p.m. now and that is my bedroom time to read, play games, or do my crossword puzzles. As a matter of fact, I have not done a crossword since Tuesday while traveling to Chicago for the day to go to the Museum of Science and Industry. That day was fun but I was so tired and ready to go to bed but had to stay up to say good bye to my friends who stayed over Sunday and Monday. Company is nice but it is also nice to get back to my routine after a couple of days. Sleeping in the living room was not easy for me this week … but done.

Gotta run now. Maybe tomorrow if weather is willing; Good night and God bless.

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I feel I am back to journaling once again.
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