So Very Disappointed!

My heart is breaking right now…

Tears want to spill…

I am hurting right now emotionally…

The happy feeling I have felt for the past three days has all of a sudden disappeared. I want to scream and holler at the top of my lungs and spill my heart out to the world right now but that is not going to get me anywhere. I feel that the feelings I contend with, both good and not so good feelings, are best hidden from others because it seems that once my happiness has reached a point, it gets knocked out of me to unhappiness. No more spring in my step now at this moment. That has also disappeared for the time being.

I have this feeling that I am being spied upon.

Seriously…

and it sucks to be feeling that way, too.

Author: ksmiley

As a diarist and blogger, please bear with me as I continue to upgrade my blog as time moves forward. Thank you.

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