I am still deeply hurt that my friend blew me off yesterday afternoon when her ex=husband called and she had them come over when she and I had plans made for the afternoon and evening to watch movies and visit for our Easter holiday together. I still had her come down after her company left but she did not come down until after 5 pm allowing time for one movie instead of two. To be very honest, I should not have had her come down at all yesterday but I did. I believe it was a mistake I made and have regretted it ever since. I do not even know why, in the world, I did not open up my big mouth to her over the phone or when she was down here about feeling I was blown off for three to four hours so her ex-husband and wife could come over. I even cried for a couple of hours and had tears running down my face because I was so hurt and angry inside. I am still hurt about what happened and I believe she blew me off two times now when she came down, NMS needed her help, and her ex-husband just shows up looking for her, and she comes back to my apartment to gather her stuff to go back to her place to visit with him and his wife. I just wish I would have opened my big mouth but did not do so. With her late every time I invite her and her blowing me off, I wonder about her being a true friend. Here I get help from her and with her helping me, she can use my wireless network to get online here or across the hall in the community room! Am I going to have her stop helping and have her start paying to use the internet? AARRGG!! I pay $40 a month just the internet alone. I have AT&T as my telephone and internet and cell phone provider and I have had no problems with AT&T except for one time when my phone number was to be unlisted and non-published and it turned out it wasn’t for some reason – an error on their part, and I was paying for it. That was the only time I had a problem with AT&T. That was about 3 years ago or so.
More later…
