Monthly Archives: July 2011

I have not been writing in my diary here since the 4th because of the fact between the 6th – 12th I was not feeling so hot and the anxiety was so great that my world was a little emotional. … Continue reading →

I had talked with my caseworker from Catholic Charities today and told her about my dislike of the doctor who took care of me at urgent care on Thursday and the idea MM was not impressed and wanted to walk … Continue reading →

I felt so uncomfortable today while sitting in my counseling session with PS and MM. It was awful! As soon as I got home from my appointment, I called my doctor’s office and found that there was an opening at … Continue reading →

Pain is still here. Can not stand it anymore. I am scared more than ever.

This is the worst start of my weekend… can not sleep. The pain is so bad I could cry and scream at the same time. I do not want to be left alone at all. I want CSE to stay … Continue reading →

My faith in Mercy is dwindling down to almost nothing now and I am afraid that my trust in people is getting worse once again. I am sick and tired of urgent care offices and Emergency Rooms now. No more … Continue reading →

I finally ran into a doctor I despise greatly and I hope I never have to deal with her once again. This one female doctor was someone who would not let me speak and every time she did, she would … Continue reading →

I do know what I can do to keep myself happy in the clear of anxiety but there is one THING I CAN NOT do anymore – watch the news. The news was so upsetting last night that I my … Continue reading →

It is, right now, confusing. I am dealing with a lot of anxiety right now!!!!

Happy 4th of July!