Always Wondered…

I have always wondered what makes people tick the way they down that is not mean. I have yet to understand BW but I do wonder why I even bother. He tried calling AGAIN today but I did not pick up the phone and he did not even leave a message. I do not pick up the phone to people I wish not to talk to or bother with or even call anyone back unless they leave a message. I have my close and true friends to talk to but I do have to admit that … even I do not always talk to them very much. My social life is not down to nothing here. I am becoming a very private person now and yet I share my world here at Dear Diary on a regular, daily basis and very often I share my feelings of what is there. My world is not like anyone else’s world by any means whatsoever. I am who I am for a reason and I still have answers to find to many questions as to what makes me tick at times, too, lol. My world is very complicated today and I believe it will always remain so. Oh well. What my world is amazing!!!! Confusing!!!! I have always wondered.