That Feeling Has Come Back!

That horrible feeling has come back even though NMS is oblivious to what I am truly feeling right now – about her apartment and the smell she is dealing with. She is still in the nursing home and her doctor has yet not released her from the confines of the nursing home yet – hopefully won’t for a long time yet. I have this horrible feeling that she has brought CSE into her dirty deeds by telling her about the illness she keeps getting, the visit from the health department, and now she is trying to get a hold of some other people about the smell in her apartment.