Still Taking a Break

I am still taking a break from CSE.  I believe she tried coming over tonight but I realized that my door was locked and she could not come in after knocking.  I was busy watching some TV, which has not been one a lot lately, and thinking about what I should do for the rest of the evening after watching a couple of programs and heading to bed for the night.  I told the person, who I think was CSE, to come back later, but as time passed, the person never returned.  I am still not very happy with CSE and I think she will have to rebuild trust with me again.  She is on her own path for now and I am on my own as well without her.  I can manage.