I am still taking a break from CSE. I believe she tried coming over tonight but I realized that my door was locked and she could not come in after knocking. I was busy watching some TV, which has not been one a lot lately, and thinking about what I should do for the rest of the evening after watching a couple of programs and heading to bed for the night. I told the person, who I think was CSE, to come back later, but as time passed, the person never returned. I am still not very happy with CSE and I think she will have to rebuild trust with me again. She is on her own path for now and I am on my own as well without her. I can manage.