I wish I could say how I feel but it is kind of hard right now. My heart aches very badly because I have decided to walk away from two people I have loved for very long time as friends. I am going through what my caseworker AH says a “grieving process”. The heart will heal in time. Walking away from two friends is not like a death – exactly. It is still a “grieving” process though.
Yesterday, I was not impressed while I was trying to do business with the manager, NMS interrupts us asking questions about CSE and it did not make me feel very comfortable.