I do not mean to be a party pooper or anything but this gal is not going to be celebrating the New Year coming in this year. I have not celebrating the New Year coming in for about two to three years now. I am not sure if I have celebrated even longer than that now to be very honest here. My memory fails me.
With that said, I am not saying that I am not interested in the New Year coming in and today is the last day of the year 2013. I just did not make any party plans this year. My friend RS happens to be in a nursing home at this time recovering from surgery and is not home yet. We have not talked yet today. I have talked to her only once since she has been in the hospital and in rehab recovering from surgery but I do hope to hear from her later today.
I do not have any New Year resolutions this year. I have stopped making resolutions in 2012 when I realize that I keep breaking my resolutions anyway. I am not superstitious anymore and realize I am not the only one now. I just pray for a better year and a good beginning and end when it comes to stuff like this now. I have also learned that some people are successful in some areas of life more than others and no one is the same.
I had my shower at 830 am this morning but the rest of the day and tomorrow is all mine. I have decided to give my shower gal RK the day off so she could be with her son for New Year’s even though I do not believe in celebrating or seeing the New Year come in at 12 midnight anymore. So tomorrow I have the day to myself … of course with my cat Bing Crosby too. I am just sitting here watching TV and texting my friends who have texted me, and playing games on my phone, and writing. In fact I do not do a lot of writing long entries lately because Bing wants to be in my lap and that takes priority over a laptop these days and always. That will never change in 2014 either.
I rarely watch live TV now-a-days but I have done so in the past couple of days. It is nice to do that now. I believe watching live TV is fun. I have been watching Investigative Discoveries that is Channel 146 here. I am going to revamp my recordings once I get my new television and get my Roku 2 set up anyway. I will not be recording Murder, She Wrote anymore after that. I got the Roku system for Christmas from my mom and her husband, Papa, with a few other nice things.
I still cannot believe that 2013 is ending and 2014 is coming into play already but the year did go by very quickly for the most part. I do not have anything to reminisce about for the year 2013 because I write often enough in my diaries today and always. I do have to admit that I have been lacking the time in writing in my diaries lately, though. I do not think that is going to change much in 2014 either. I am not making any promises I can’t or won’t keep anymore. I can only promise to do my best. With 2013 bowing out and 2014 stepping up to the plate, I can only go one day at a time without feeling anxiety and dealing with what comes my way one day at a time. That is one thing I am going to change for the year 2014. I am not going to worry about tomorrow or what is in my future. There is no sense in doing that. Yes, I will still make plans and appointments in the future as time moves on but I am not going to worry about anything that does not pertain to the moment at hand in my world. I am going to nip this anxiety and panic disorder in the bud as much as I can for the year 2014 and work out what comes when it comes. I believe I have said enough for today.
