I am so glad that I took the weekend to be alone. My emotions are confusing and I have a very busy week this week. I am not having the greatest weekend and I prefer to be alone and left alone at this time. I would not want anyone joining my pity party if there is one. I am not having a pity party yet but I have been crying a lot or I need to cry a lot anyway. I am still not happy with some people in my life but I think I am going to call Catholic Charities in the morning and take care of something to help ease my mind. In the meantime, I have to talked to my mom about something very important and am going from there. I know my mother is not very happy. I am not very happy. If it isn’t for my mother, I would be in a an emotional worse than normal. I know what I need to do tomorrow.