A late night. I am usually off my computer by now at 8:30 PM but not tonight. I wanted to do some journaling before retiring to bed just to get some nervous, tired, and anxious energy released. Yes, this is going to be somewhat of a vent or an entire vent. Not really sure yet. I have been dealing with some mixed emotion lately. I have been through a lot for a while now and I am still feeling the loss of our neighbor dying during the night almost two weeks ago now and yesterday I had learned that a dear friend of Pastor Van’s and CV’s passed away Saturday Sabbath. My heart felt my heart feel the loss. Another death has happened among friends and family once again. I went to the community room for a little while, during Puppy Hour, but had to leave for reason that Bing Crosby the cat seemed sad all day. I wanted to be with him as much as I could today even though today was grocery shopping day for me. I got out of the apartment for a while.
Today was the last day for a shower gal to work with me. A new shower gal resumes on Fridays, every other weekend, and Mondays. I feel that I have one stressor removed from my life and now I have to heal from that and move on while healing. I have done everything I could to keep the shower gal I have had replaced but our personalities no longer worked together. It makes my heart ache even though I did the right thing. The company was able to help me find someone new for me to replace the shower gal and I am grateful.
Now i am starting to feel tired. I have come down from my anxiety. Another day to come and I have a busy morning. I am going to say good night and God bless.
