It is Monday morning around 6:50 – 7:00 AM. I have been up 6 AM or so all slept out for the night. With 9 hours and 36 minutes of sleep under my belt I have decided to get up and beginning journaling for the day. I have come to find that talking has become harder to do the past several days I have decided to write out my thoughts, feelings, and do some venting where necessary. I have a lot on my plate right now with medical appointments, scheduled visits from Almost Family and IDS despite my wants to have them here. I do not plan to have a shower today since I had one at 2 PM but MP can still come at 9 AM to do other things my PCW’s do when I do not want or need a shower. No, I am not refusing a shower, I just do not need one this morning. I am still not really in the mood having people come today from Almost Family and IDS. I really want to be left alone or just be alone today.