I am not a very happy camper right now. I am having some anxiety and many questions running through my head. My appointment went well as far as my kidney is concerned but not my fistula is not doing so well. The doctor, bless his heart, noticed that my fistula was not as strong as it has been since it was placed in my arm. I have stayed at the clinic a little longer than planned to get things straightened out. I did not feel very comfortable about leaving until I had the answers from the nurse and doctor regarding my situation. My face fell once my doctor told me that the fistula did not sound good/as strong as it did the last time.