It has been a long time since I have last written. The last time I had written something, on page 3 and page 4 was October 2, 2017. Did I forget? No, I did not forget. So much has happened that my mind was filled with emotion that were both good and not so good. I have to get back on track again, and since this a Monday, the third week, I thought I would get back to journaling again. I understand that we write in a journal or diary we can get attack personally by our own words as Satan can use what we say against us even though keeping a journal is something that can get our feelings deep down out and in the open. My life as a Christian keep changing and I deal with all the changes I can and ask for help with the changes I am not sure about. My life changes every day along with it. So much has happened around me that my head has spun so fast for a while until now. My head is still spinning but it is at a speed I can handle. Since October 2, 2017, a lot has happened, and I know I am repeating myself once again.