My Afternoon Thoughts

I have had my personal cares this morning before 9 AM instead of tonight around 6:30 PM.  It was a nice change, but it is not one of those changes I want to make permanent at this time, but I do like the idea of not being bothered anymore today.  I did call my neighbor CD down because I had something for her to have, but once she got down here, I found that what I wanted to give her had been taken away when my PCW DK left.  I was disappointed and yet I had no control over what had happened because I do remember asking DK to take the item away.  I did not want it for the item was given to her to give to me for what I thought was under false pretenses.  No one, in my world, who has hurt me or has an attitude, does not have a place in my world.  I do not need to be given something that does not have meaning with the idea good graces comes into play with false hope.  I have been disappointed and hurt badly in the past and no longer am I going to allow friendship under scrutiny be a part of my life.  I want to live a drama-free life right this minute and I thought why not start today, the last day of 2017, beginning with a hope that is real and fantastic. Good plan, right?  A plan that is not a New Year’s resolution or promise but a plan in the works as I write this.