I have the opportunity to write some more before my IRIS worker AR gets here at 5 PM. I have had a good day so far although earlier I thought that something was wrong when DKF called me while I was at church during worship service. That hour of not knowing why she was calling me caused me to worry and panic a bit, but we did connect before potluck started and I learned it was nothing serious. It was not nothing to worry about and yet I was beginning to feel that I had done something wrong and we were not connecting for some reason. When I learned why DKF called me, the reason of my worry was put to rest, and I did not do anything wrong. It was not about me. After communicating with DKF, my day went smoothly after that. Thankfully. I do not like to out in public when I have anxiousness or panic raging through my mind, body, and thoughts. I’d rather be at home, alone, where I can let my emotions roll of my face if necessary.
I have decided to start fresh and begin writing some thoughts down about my Sabbath school lessons of the week after we have had Sabbath school lessons for the week done together as a group. It will not be this last quarter that just ended because we did our last week, week 13 today as a group this morning. I feel I need to express my thoughts more openly via the net when it comes to learning about God, myself, and others in a spiritual sense because my spiritual life and upbringing in the Seventh-day Adventist Church since 1999 is very important to me whether or not I reach others in some way or not. I will never cram my religious beliefs down anyone’s throat nor will I preach to others what they are doing wrong because I am just as human as the next person who has done wrong in my life. Anyway, starting today, March 31 – April 6, I will read my lessons daily, take notes on my own by marking up my quarterly, go to Sabbath School Saturday mornings before church and take more notes and mark up my book some more, and the write about what I have learned in the daily lessons for the entire week. This last quarter, which was from December 31, 2017 – March 31, 2018. We talked and learned about Stewardship: Motives of the Heart. The second quarter, which starts today March 31, 2018 – April 30, 2018, we will be discussing End Times. As I sit and explore today – April 6, 2018, I will have more details and notes I can make into a topic I can talk about.