Making sense of My Downfalls in Life

Yesterday I was not a happy camper in the afternoon and evening.  I was surprised that I even got 6 hours of sleep.  When something is weighing heavily on my mind or is troubling me until I get things done to the satisfaction or a compromise has been made.  During the waiting for the period, of course, is grueling and anxiety provoking.  Anyway, this morning, while DKF was here, I talked to my IRIS consultant JR, we got an idea about the IRIS plan we have, and then we made plans to talk to my IRIS employee AR.  I think things will be ironed out soon.  DKF will talk to AR after 6 PM this evening.  In the meantime, I am going to wait as patiently as possible and believe me, from being upset the past several hours, that is going to be a challenge for me to deal with.

This morning around 9 AM DKF and I went to the YMCA to get my membership taken care of.  With IRIS I learned that the Y endorses or has a voucher for IRIS participants so that is what I am taking advantage of.  I love the pool and the exercise bikes there.  I am excited about going to the Y  two days a week!  I think I/we (DKF) will be going on Tuesdays and Fridays.

After 11:45 AM, I ended up having the rest of the day for myself.  I have decided to make my journal easier for me to see, read, and type/write across the computer screen even though what I copy and paste into my online diary at Dear Diary does not change in looks and format.  Also, my time online has been limited the past few days that my first entry since June 5 was June 13 (yesterday).  Sometimes I find it hard to write, do not have the time or need, or just need to have a break from the computer.  I have days where nothing comes to mind to write about.  That’s okay.

Time for me to head off for the rest of the night.

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