Dialysis Update

All seems to be going well. I have this fear that my graft has stopped working, though. The nurse at the clinic check it every time I go in, and it’s still going strong. I’m not too fond of it when my anxiety takes over in moments I have from time to time. It’s maddening at times, also. AARRGG! I have to get better with my anxiety when it comes to my graft. I have been seeing its strength the last couple of days, so why am I anxious? I have to have better faith in God as well at this time as if my faith in God medically has gone out the window lately – for some reason.