What A Day

Today in the morning began the day off to a rough start. My caregiver was scheduled to come but never showed up. I had to call to find out that the girl was not coming because she was not feeling well. Oh my goodness gracious—that made me very unhappy. My caregiver JP was livid. The belief is that the hired worker got sick after eating something. I believe her, but JP does not. If My Choice Wisconsin did schedule the girl with someone else, why could they not send either SP or S? Why would the company lie to me? If they did, it is on their conscience, not mine today. If I find a different truth, I will be disappointed and hurt. Why was JP livid? My phone call at 8:05 AM awakened her. She said I pissed in her Cheerios and said something a certain way that made me cry.
I have not been advocating for myself because I am not in the position to do so now and frustrated with being bedridden. I have not walked since last July 2022 because of brace issues and having appointments regarding Botox. My right foot and an upcoming appointment—a mammogram because JP freaked out finding a lump, and I have a history of cysts in my breasts and a transplanted kidney after thirty-six years this month on March 12, 2023. My schedule for my mammogram is February 28, after dialysis. My friend DH having a mastectomy in January has gotten me freaked out to the point of fear. Good grief, JP. I am so not thrilled. I have anxiety. Thanks!
JP got here at 11 AM. she got me changed and cleaned up with a small bath, a new t-shirt, and got me lunch and snacks. My caregiver DH dropped by from 12:30 PM until almost 3 PM. JP and DH left together, leaving me for the rest of the day. It was nice seeing DH, but she will return to work soon. She begins chemotherapy on March 16 for three months. I hope this treatment will help her in the long run because her cancer is aggressive. Her health is in God’s hands.