Waiting To Move Again
When I first moved here, I was so happy to get away from Burbank Plaza after having the last couple of years or so be crappy over there. Please forgive my swearing today. My happiness disappeared while living there because of he neighbors not abiding by the rules of a peaceful environment. A certain neighbor, having been evicted since, had caused enough trouble that our friendship was dissolved because of her damn boyfriend. Other neighbors did not understand what was going on and blamed me for the eviction of the neighbor and began to treat me like shit. I had to get away from Burbank Plaza and get a new lease on life as of October 1, 2020. I was very happy to get out of there to the place I called home will staying at KW’s and JW’s years ago. Now I was going to have my own place in my new home even though it was another apartment. Now, three years later, and with sic months not living in my own home due to health issues, I have become very unhappy living at Garden Court. Ugh!
My mom and my caregiver have done some research about Garden Court. Even though I have loved it here and argued with both of them when my happiness was strongest at rye time, I did listen to my mother when she explained in great detail about Garden Court and the problems about the management, the homeless hanging g around and lurking about in the area, and other problems a large place have. I began to see what my mom was saying and agreed to fill out another application at Riverview Heights. Now, since last year beginning in July 2022, my happy home became unhappy, and now I am waiting for a new lease on life once again elsewhere. This place has become one of the worst places to live. I can see why a former tenant moved to Burbank Plaza when they moved from Garden Court.
Although my needs have changed and I need help on a daily basis more than I have in the past year and a half, my life at Garden Court has become a place of dread. I have dealt with a lot of negative emotion lately, and I am not as happy as I was when I first moved to Garden Court. I am having difficulty accepting the fact that my CP has changed in the past year and a half, and I am using a power chair, need someone around to make sure I transfer from bed to chair without falling or losing my balance. My ability to walk has been relearned through sessions of physical therapy. It has been an emotional few months and feel my caregivers do not understand that my feelings about my life have changed to feeling I have no life at while my caregivers do have lives outside my door. Ugh! I have screamed out my feelings at them several times and have been told to knock it off or I will be in a nursing home permanently, and no one threatens NEVER and get away with it or they are out of my life forever. No one threatens me! I have already let someone go from working with me because she has hurt me emotionally to the point of threatening me if she quits, JP will follow suit where I will be forced to live in a nursing home. I cannot have this person in my home alone anymore, either. In fact, the last time I saw her was a couple of weeks ago on a Sunday afternoon when JP and DH were here discussing my need to be checked out by a doctor because I was possibly with an infection of some sort, UTI, and was not acting quite right—hallucinating again. I was not alone with this person and was comfortable with her being here. I reluctantly went to the ER and stayed two nights.
My u happiness has become a nightmare of sleepless nights at Garden Court, and now I have black mold in my air conditioning unit in the damn wall! What else could go wrong living here. I need a handicapped accessible apartment complex apartment and Riverview Heights has the apartment I need, and my home now is not because at Garden Court there are no handicapped accessible apartment units available right now. Another UGH. Oh well, I am on a waiting list with Riverview Heights now, and JP is staying updated with them. Now black mold has to be dealt with at my place.
Black Mold?
There is black mode in my air conditioner. We called last week about it, and nothing has been done about it, yet. How wrong is that? It is a health risk and not a good thing. Management here sucks and I believe that makes me wonder about the property management company that head of this building does not really care about their tenants. The homeless hang around outside the building 24/7 and get into the building to sleep in the lobby or in the stairwells of the complex. There are tenants who need to be evicted because they cause trouble, and there is one specific tenant on the third floor who needs to be kicked out of here, too, it makes me sick to see that that management is so laid back and allow tenants to defend for themselves as they take tenant complaints down. Ugh! When my time to move gets closer, it makes my wait to get out more enjoyable. Calling the police does not help much anymore.
Okay? What gets he in the happy mood to get to leave this place and asshole tenants and neighbors who make it unpleasant to live here and management takes their sweet time taking care of the troublemakers. Riverview Heights has great management and tenants. There are no activities going on at Garden Court like they had years ago. Covid had a part in that in 2020 through to the here and now. It is very sad to say. Tenants’ sir in the lobby and chat about other tenants during the week Monday through to Sunday.Yeah, there are a few young tenants in here who do not follow the rules or care about rules as if they do not exist. I follow the rules to show that I am a bigger and better person than many of the tenants living here. The tenants who have lived whew longer than I have, I do not show myself off to any of them when I need to prove I am a bigger and better person than any of the tenants in my age group, why bother! Live your own life.
Just like at Burbank Plaza in recent years and months of living there, I stay in my apartment most of the time and day when home. I do not want to be part of the conversation with tenants I do like. I would rather come and go when.necessary without staying downstairs too long. Now, when JP is working, she likes to be downstairs chatting with the neighbors, then I will with reluctance. I just do not like being a part of a chatty group of gossipers. Gossip gets people in trouble along the way.
When I saw a certain neighbor, I just felt sick to my stomach and wished her ill will at that moment. I do have hatred in my heart for people lime BP. She is a little bitch. I cannot wait to be gone from this place to start a new life elsewhere from Garden Court.
Good Night
It is time to say good night. Good night everyone.
