Now home alone for the rest of day, I have to say I enjoy my alone time to some degree, but not always. Today I have mixed feelings about being alone today of all days. I do not know why, either right this minute to be very honest with you. It could be because the holiday is upon us in a few days—Thursday is four days away. Now, JP wants to talk to the dialysis people because it is kind of ridiculous to change the patients around during the holiday season and it causes me anxiety and she also thinks that it messes with the caregiver schedule we have in place on a daily basis, and I am inclined to agree to some degree. I think we can work it out along the way. JP will be gone all day Wednesday and DH is out of town until tomorrow or early Wednesday morning. With DH out of town because of her Dad being in the hospital for a test with his heart being wonky, it is frustrating JP a little bit causing her a little anxiety, too. What I think about that is DH needs to be with her Dad and family right now just in case something goes wrong, and JP has to revamp her schedule to come work with and for me and then go to her MIL’s house for their Thanksgiving Day meal. Yes, JP’s husband’s mother needs her, too, but sometimes schedules need to change a little, and DH’s leaving town was the minute thought, but family is necessary to take care of a family member’s health when it is definitely needed like DH’s father.
Well, it is evening, and it is time for me to close up shop for the night is important for me to do and get ready for bed. If has been a fairly good day. I am not really looking forward to going to dialysis on a Tuesday, but need to go. Friday will be here soon enough, and my weekend will be here soon enough and yep, until the Christmas holiday, my weekends will be back for a while. JP is right, revamping schedules does bring on anxiety in the Karnopp household; inside me awakens the monster we call anxiety in me. Uugghh!! A little frustrating now because the TV remote is on the darn floor again! I am ok, though. I have a Roku application on my phone and iPad, too. That works good enough. Back to watching Midsomer Murders. Good night and God bless.
