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An Earlier Post

Ok, just out of curiosity, I read a post written in 2021 since it popped up on my search engine on my edge browser while loading my DD site to write another post. The part about my friend Janessa Olson was in this post. Janessa and I are not friends anymore. Our schedules are no longer compatible. I had to since 2021 ended the friendship because of her continuous lying and going out with a blind gentleman who uses marijuana on a daily basis and Janessa was given some. No man or woman should be doing re recreational drugs on top of prescription medication because of the interactions of mixed drugs can be damaging or even deadly if not careful. Even overdose can be fatal for goodness sakes! I can’t have drama in my life because it causes me stress and other health issues along the way. I lose sleep when I get stressed because my brain is always running amuck o er what stresses me out, people! Not being friends with Janessa right now has been good. I don’t miss her. I don’t like liars and people who use people for their benefit, or do I like to be ignored when I give my opinion to someone.

With Janessa’s constant lying and dramatic antics, I don’t bother talking to her too much. She’s gone out with a gentleman who does recreational marijuana and gave her some on top of her prescription medication. That is a no no. Why Janessa said anything when I could call the police on her boyfriend because marijuana is not a drug that is used for medical purposes in Wisconsin yet. She said she got sick from it. How nasty is this man is is beyond me. Janessa is an idiot sticking with this idiot. I will be friendly to Janessa in public, but I will not be friends with her anymore! I will say hello and have a good day, but I never know what her mood is going to be at times. Because of that, I keep Janessa at a distance.

Disappointed in My Friends

I have two other friends I guess are a little distant as well. Jennie lives with her boyfriend most of the time but does have an apartment in Garden Court with a friend on get lease. I rarely see her and her doggie Luke. My friend Kelly is rarely seen as well. She has her friends and I have mine. I moved to Garden Court because when I stayed with Kelly and her husband, I felt right at home. Living at Garden Court, until 2022 when I caught covid, I was happy living at Garden Court. I was finally home! Not anymore and have plans to move again to find my happy place. Now, with Jimmy gone, I rarely see Kelly and she has yet not visited my apartment for the 3 ½ years I have lived at Garden Court. I am very disappointed in Kelly.

Garden Court

The first year of living at Garden Court was a happy year. I felt at home as I was home. Well………… I am not happy at Garden Court anymore even though I have my good days. Those days are a few days here and there, though. I am dealing with depression and anxiety, and a lot more anxiety these days because my caregiver and I butt heads a lot because we are so much alike. Odd? No, buts its true unfortunately. 🥲 Things need to change, too.

Garden Court has its problems and management issues. Maintenance has not fixed things in a long time. There’s mold in the walls, and they do not do background checks anymore. Apparently, a young man was held hostage in his apartment with his rapist for four days. The police could not do anything because the boy was disabled and changed his story too many times. This gentleman who raped him lives in Garden Court and a known sex offender has to be on the registry and other neighbors have the the right to know there is a sex offender in the neighborhood. He should’ve been rejected living in Garden Court to be very honest. Garden Court is falling apart.  I think and believe the building needs to be condemned! Please excuse me talking ill about an apartment building I live in, but what I am saying is my observation of Garden Court. I am not happy at Garden Court anymore. 🥹🥹

IRIS

Things need to change in the near future. I want a meeting with Julie R with everyone and my mother at the meeting on FaceTime. Jackie is overbearing and the day that I wanted to talk to Julie M privately f did not happen and Julie told Jackie I wanted to talk to her in private. That day. Julie, Jackie, and Debbie had a meeting with me and what 

they did was gang up on me and did not get any answers. I was ganged up on and when people hang up on me, you do not get any answers from me because I will shut down. Jackie’s overbearing was needs to end!

Another Friendship Check

My friendship with Julie M has cooled down quite a bit. I rarely text her good night and love you anymore. Yes, I still love her, but it has been hard to do so when I feel trust has been misplaced after a couple of weekends ago I felt I was being ganged upon by my three caregivers. No answers could be found. With this gang up, it has drawn down the friendship to forget it and let it go. I need to let Julie M go. She should not be my friend anymore. 

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