Okay, I have no idea what I am going to do the rest of the weekend after church and shower today. I have been so busy with other things that I have had no time to write or the want to write in my diary this month. My life is still going around and around in a circle so that is not the problem. I just have been very busy is all. The idea of more appointments ahead is looming for the betterment of my health so that is all good to go despite that being in and out is driving me a little bit crazy right now. I am going with the flow despite my thoughts and feelings about all that is going on. I am very happy to be alive with wonderful doctors everywhere I go to get medical attention. My main concern is my transplanted kidney and yes, I know I have been talking about that a lot lately. Sorry, it has been on my mind lately. I want to continue with my doctor appointments and see about another transplant in my future but I am doing EVERYTHING the doctors want me to do in the meantime and I am doing great despite my feelings and thoughts about it all inside my head not saying anything that shows fear or distress. I am a big girl now, an adult, and not scared like I was years ago when I needed my first kidney transplant. Nervous and little anxious is more like it with going with the flow. I am still loving life with God involved in all my plans in place one step at a time. Yes, one step at a time and staying updated with doctors and nurses, family, and friends about what is going on in my life right now.
I do have to admit that I am worried about a dear friend of mine in the process but then again my friend is a big girl as well. She needs to live her life the way she sees fit in hopes she does not get in trouble living at Burbank Plaza Apartments in the process. I just do not want her to get hurt. Me, no boyfriend in the future for me at the moment. It is not a time issue and it is not a need right now.
