Author Archives: ksmiley

Still Awake My brain will not shut down right now. Another sleepless night last night. I will be okay as I will definitely sleep tonight. I am no longer upset or as upset and sad as I Jace been for … Continue reading →

For A Moment Sometimes it doesn’t take much for me to be confused or lose track of time. It only took a few seconds this time to realize what the date was u was thinking of the 8th because I … Continue reading →

At Wits End Now Damn it, people, it will be two weeks tomorrow I have been in such a funk—a sadness that just is sticking with me as I am sad that my friend Donna has not called me back, … Continue reading →

Beginning to Wonder Why I Bother I am hurting and it has been a while I have seen happy days. I can’t explain my feelings very well so I do so with writing. I am escaping into a place we … Continue reading →

I am taking the time for the first time today to write in my journal. Debbie came at 8:30 AM and got me to the bathroom, lotioned my legs and feet after getting back into bed for the day, evening, … Continue reading →

Dialysis Update Dialyzing with the machine today was very good although my goal weight is 194 to 196 pounds, and I am disappointed and hurt because the Seroquel is what put my weight on me within a month after reaching … Continue reading →

Caught Up Now?! And An Emotional Week I believe I am all caught up now on my postings at Dear Diary! Sometimes I can’t post right away although my entries are written. There are days where I will write one entry … Continue reading →

Two Movies & School Spirits Series I forgot to mention that with Thursdays being Jackie’s full day at my place working, napping, and watching television, I do take time from watching my Midsomer Murders. I decided to look into some movies and … Continue reading →

Still Feeling the Blahs I am still unhappy somewhat. I am not sulking, but still a bit moody. If things do not go right, which I feel haven’t today, either. This week, going to be Friday tomorrow, April 5th and my … Continue reading →

A New Day With being able to sleep last night between 8:30 PM and 9:00 PM, I have to admit that I am still tired at 7:30 AM waiting for Debbie to arrive to get me ready for my day … Continue reading →