Have a Good Week



I wouldl like to say to everyone…”have a good week!”…

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Excitement in the Air



Even though coming home from El Paso, TX was an excperience I will never forget…the flight I was going home on was delayed three times…I am excited about going to AR to visit my dad and family there. THe only thing I have now, a reservation,. is leaving my friends, family, and Emilee behind once again for seven days. I know I will be fine and so will Emilee. I just have my reservations about some things that I can quite explain. The last two days have been a home again for me FINALLY and so I am very happy about that. I am feeling safe here again.

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It is time for me to write in my journal again… A lot of good things have happened in the past three weeks now. I have a man in my life again and this time I started out right in this relationship. I am not used to being spoiled by a man but I really care about Rick a lot. He is a nice guy. He is 35 years old, a lot goofy but fun to be around. We see each other a lot but I stil have my space and free time for myself. Rick is so sweet.

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A Few Moments In Thougjt



I want t0 a few moments now at 11 a.m. before my boyfriend gets here, I would write a quick entry – a few words. Emilee just jumped up onto the desk. She got a new collar – purple – yesterday. She alsoo got an ID tag with her name on it with my phone number, and her rabies tag is on it as well. It jingles loudy when the two tags come t0gether so now she is not a silent sneaker but a loud sneaker. I think that she does not like the collar all that much yet but she is doing fine with it. Poor kitty but it is for her safety as well as mine!!

Speaking of safety or the feeling of safe…I feel safe again and my world is back here where I live and I can not explain it really at this time. I just feel safe again…that is all.

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Taking Time To Write Before Going To Bed

I wish I could take the time to write a lot right now, but I am very tired and about ready to fall asleep right here at my computer desk, lol. I guess I will take time to write tomorrow…I will find time even if it kills me, lol again.

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Did You Hear The Latest?!



CD Told Me That Someone Told Her/Not Me

One of the tenants here told her that I was pregnant…and that tenant is wrong. She is horrible and nasty…that tenant getting people involved in my business and I AM NOT PREGNANT! Also this same tenant told CD that I should pay her for taking care of Emilee when I was in NM and bought her something for taking care of Emilee on this last trip!

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A Long Time Need of A Break!!



Rick Rinaudo

I met Rick four days before I left for my trip to New Mexico. Neat guy…he has been going to church with me. My Pastor is doing Bible studies with us beginning today at 2 p.m. We have a good connection and we are moving slow.

The Needed Break…

The break was not in regards to my newfound bf or anything like that. The needed break is from this place I live in. I come home after having a week long break … and the troublemakers are still at it causing trouble for many of us. A tenant, who I got to know, had died while I was away on my trip because he has been sick with something for a long time and he was waiting for his doctor to give him the ok to come in but that never happened. He died before he was able to go to the hospital! He should’ve called the ambulance but I have a feeling that he was wanting to give up on life somewhhat towards the end, though. I can not move from here right now…otherwise I would immediately to get away from here but won’t because I need to fight this fight to the end as I am not the only one.

Also, LLM is feeling real low and needs a lot of prayers. I hate to see her like this but there is nothing I can really do.

My life on my computer has been low these days from when I returned home from NM for the week…and I just did not want to be on much. I am soomewhat moody at times and wanting to be left alone but when it regards to boyfriend. I do not feel comfortable. I am so confused regarding my stepfather and it is driving me nuts having this love/hate relationship with him…it is a pain…… I do not think I am going to finish recapping about my NM trip because I just do not want to. I will leave it to that for now…

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Thoughts: Of Trip In New Mexico and More…1

July 1, 2003

I get up at 3:15 a.m. Tuesday morning to get ready and make sure I had everything for on the way and when I got there. waking up was hard but doable. Rick, my boyfriend and I left for tne bus to Chicago O’Hare so I could get to my plane on time to El Paso, TX where my mom would be waiting for me…in hopes that my stepfather would be along witn ner too. Got to the airport shortly before 7 a.m. and my plane at 11:14 a.m. I knew I was going to be very early but I wanted to make sure that I was at my cate safely and I had time to eat and take a nap if need be. My plane did leave on time. It was a sunny and warm day and clear. As the plane left, I remember napping and being awakened by someone’s little child screaming a few times. I jumped a mile high in my seeat and my seat mate and I laughed and exchanged glances. It was funny but also it was annoying and I did want to say something to the child’s parent he/she was with but then I remembered the pressure in the plane cabin was different to a child’s ears so I let it go. I had gotten a fairly good nap. I arrived to El Paso, TX airport a few minutes earlier from the scheduled time. I was wheeled to the baggage claim area to get my baggage and met my before we got the baggage claim, lol.

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Due to bad weather, I am goimg to have to continue with my recapping of trip tomorrow or another better day regarding the weather.

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Going Home Today! From NM

I am excited…going home today. I will see Emilee, my precious little kitty (cat) tonight and sleep in my own bed. I will be leaving for my plane this afternoon but will be traveling about three hours to get there to the AP. Later…

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Carlsbad Caverns Bat Flight Experience



Tonight, being that I am leaving for home tomorrow, I went to the bat flight at Carlsbad Caverns with Mom and my stepfather. It was a neat experience. I never had the experience the last two times I visited NM during Thanksgiving because the bat flight only happens during certain parts of the year.

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