My Thoughts at the Moment

What can I really say? I have been going to school now for my third semester back since 1990 and I have been finding myself having a real good time coming to school and going to classes. I feel I have been very busy these past two weeks that I have had little time to really write in my journal for the past two weeks. I have been attending classes since January 13, 2003 everyday of the week except Saturdays and Sundays. I have three classes that have taken up my time at school so personal things have been done at home. Today, having a few minutes of free time before my 10 a.m. class, I have decided to give myself a break from studying and get back to it later. Class will begin in about a half an hour anyway. My Fridays are very quick days. I only have the one class and I can get home by 11:30 a.m. right after class. No big deal about attending classes everyday. It gets me out of the house for a while. House meaning apartment.

I feel, even though I want to be on my computer at home the minute I get home, I have been tired and not wanting to be on line or even turn on my computer. I am tired by 9 p.m. and can not keep my eyes open by that time and it is just relaxing and dozing off on the couch. Thank goodness for a cat who keeps me in line about retiring to bed by 9:30 p.m. unless I have had my second wind which is very seldom Sunday through Thursday evenings. Friday and Saturday nights I can forfeit the hour after 9 p.m. and stay up later as a treat for myself for working so hard at school. This week I feel I have had little socialization with other students outside of class or even at home. Thank goodness it is Friday now. I can take a break from classes and studying for a few hours after sundown as Sabbath comes and goes. My socialization have been so small these few days! I have to give myself some time for myself, don’t I? I do not want a burn out, do I? I will go crazy if I didn’t give myself free time, right? On all three questions, I can say this…life is not always a bowl of ripe cherries! LOL

My thoughts at the moment are through right now. I have to run now and get to other things before going to class. I hope I can have the energy to turn on my computer when I get home. I know I will be home before 12 noon but it does not mean I will be energized. Maybe I need to stand out in the cold for a few minutes to wake up. Later…