October 19, 2003

I am sitting here having a good time today with no company here. I took a bath and got cleaned up and boy, I feel somewhat headachy! I do not know what is going on today, and I do have to admit, I do not want Rick around today. I need time away from a boyfriend. Actually, I am doing fine without Rick around this weekend and I surely feel independent and free today. I still wonder if Rick has a tight leash on me sometimes and that is kind of scary and he does need to work on his issues without me as well as with me. I feel like a broken record!

4:19 p.m.

It has been a quiet afternoon. I am not having Rick come over at all this weekend since I am understanding the homework and studying for the test. Also, I needed to have time for myself and myself alone. I do not remember when the last time I had time for myself and myself only and it surely does feel real good. I still wonder if Rick has a tight hold on me more than he admits or am I seeing things unclearly. I really enjoy having time for myself.

Another Time to Vent

Rick calls me four times today regarding the same thing over and over again. It is driving me crazy. Does he have a tight leash on me? I am beginning to think so. I feel I am more independent than he is acting right now. He needs to be with me all the time? I do not think so! He needs a break from me, too. He just does not think so. I have been doing fine on my accounting problems!!

Author: ksmiley

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1 thought on “October 19, 2003”

  1. It’s good that you are having time away from Rick. It seems as if he doesn’t understand why you need time apart. Well, anyway, enjoy the rest of you night.


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