Do I Want a Relationship With A Man? Now I said It Good Night
Sometimes I wonder what goes on in my mind and what is on my mind these days. Since I am in school, homework, studyiing, reading textbooks, and doing computer work has been on my mind a whole lot since August 23, 2004 when school resumed for the semester. Also, since I took a test in Accounting 1 a week ago today, I have wondered if I passed or need to retake it even though i balanced. It has been school, school, school these days and it is driving me wild tonight. In fact, I came home to work on a homework assignment I have yet not finished for tomorrow’s Accounting 1 class and learned that I had an incorrect account and WAS NOT balancing like I hoped, but after talking to a couple of students on the phone, I had found my errors in a jiffy. I did not get the assignment done until after 5 p.m. and even then, I could not totally breathe a breath of freshness that I really wanted. I was so frustrated earlier today. Now a half an hour before thinking about going to bed, I can actually relax and feel good about getting my past due homework done for Accounting 1 to hand in for class grade. We are already gearing towards the 2nd test next Thursday on October 7th. WHEW a lot on my mind right this minute and I feel I am about ready to wheel myself on out of here for a while, lol.
Lately I have seen some cute men my age or younger. It is driving me wild, too. I have not been thinking about having a boyfriend in my life because I am not ready for a relationship with a man right now due to the fact that my schooling is more important right now. Anyway, my ex-boyfriend was jerk enough to turn me off having a relationship at this moment but my eyes are seeing the cute men around me at school, lol. I have been, strangely enough, been remembering about how the relationship was with my ex-boyfriend RR turned out at the end to where I had to get the power I was losing back so I can be happy again. I find having a loving relationship with a man is something I wish not to have for a long time. I will love all my man friends as sisters do brothers in Christ. RR has really turned me off wanting a serious, steady, loving relationship beyond friends. He turned out to be a total jerk and a control freak. I wish he would just leave this city and state and never come back. He is not wanted here anymore in my heart. He turned me completely off! He is a creep and a liar!!!
Now with bedtime closer, I have said what has been on my mind lately. A lot of one thing and a little of another. My world is breathing school, studying, homework, reading textbooks, church study for Sabbath School, eating, sleeping, and breathing some fun with friends. I have NOT written a whole lot lately and soon that will change.
Time to say good night for tonight. Everyone sleep well!
Do I Want a Relationship With A Man?
Now I said It