It is time to say good night and God bless. I took some medication to help me relax comfortably for the night and get some sleep. The anxiety is calming down now so I am not feeling the feeling of anxiousness as much now since my last entry here at Dear Diary. I will be okay in the long run now and tomorrow is another day – my shower at 8 am in the morning and then grocery shopping in the afternoon. I might have CSE down for a while tomorrow afternoon when I get back from grocery shopping at Wal-Mart but I am not sure yet because I have yet to make up mind if I want her here. The idea of her planning on getting rid of her laptop that is screwed up and she is getting a new one does not settle too well in my stomach and mind right now. I am not even sure of a lot of things regarding CSE lately anyway because our friendship – to me – is not the same it once was. My day today was semi-busy because I had a very important appointment/meeting here at 10 am til 1130 and then my company left leaving me to defend for myself the rest of the day. All I have been doing, with a little cat nap in the process, was watching TV, writing, and enjoying my day with no afternoon and evening company. The sleep aid is beginning to do its job so I will be going to sleep before 10 pm tonight. The medicine is actually beginning to make my muscle feel lose and comfortable and I am losing control of my physical state. I will be okay in the long run but I do admit bed is around the corner – closely anyway. anyway… I will write more tomorrow and say good night and God bless now. God bless all of my DD friends and readers of the Dear Diary spot. GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE! Amen!