I have had my shower this morning, got dressed, had breakfast, texted JSL, got online and found a message from JSL on Facebook pointing out my faults of repeating myself 3 times and taking what I have messaged her the other day out of context, spending the morning and afternoon watching recorded TV programming, playing games on Facebook, eating lunch, making important phone calls, and texted CSE to see if she could help this afternoon but she said she had to take care of business. After that I decided to tell CSE I will see her tomorrow instead of having her come down today to help me because she could not even tell me how long it would take for her to take care of business. I have been getting sick and tired of her not telling me the truth lately and acting so secretive around me, and she has been lying to me a lot lately to the point that I have decided to not have her over yesterday and again today. She needs help and I can not help her with the problems she has. I am going to walk away from CSE a little now.
I wish JSL would curb her attitude now too. I am going to walk away from her a little bit now too. I DO NOT NEED ANY NEGATIVITY IN MY LIFE ANYMORE! DANG!!
I even got a call – a reminder that CSE’s birthday is coming up – from NMS. I did not pick up the phone when NMS called because I was not in the mood to talk to her or CSE today, and when I got her message, I wanted to scream and yell.