I am a little off track with my schedule here at home and so I have had to take a small break from writing in my diary for several days, The holidays, around Thanksgiving through to the New Year seem to take a little hiadus without my knowledge sometimes. Emotions are raw, ripe, and good all at the same time for sure from Thanksgiving through to January 1st of the New Year. I cannot believe that the year 2013 will be here very soon! Only so many days before Christmas now and it is amazing!
I do have my tree up and decorated as old as the tree really is now and it no longer has a limb at the top of the tree anymore. Decorations are on and around it to make it as Christmasy as possible around here. My worker KP and I put it up last Thursday for something to do. It is an old artificial tree but it sure does hold its purpose these days. I really know the true meaning of Christmas, though.
I am feeling that my schedule needs to get back on track before it gets so way off track that my world crashes into a state of confusion and more tears and not sure if my meds are working properly. I really need to keep myself on a schedule that works for me and keep it going, Changing it from day to day does not work for me. Anxiety plays a role in this and I want to have less anxiety.