Another Day I Want To Forget

This is another day I would like to forget.  I wish my brother never married in 1989.  His wife has stopped all contact with many of us on my dad’s side of the family and my brother has not talked to anyone we know of for the past 4 years.  It is sad and I am not okay with it.  I guess family have their darkness as well light.  Trust has been misplaced and allowing my brother back into my life is not questionable.  I will NOT allow my brother back into my world. He and his wife both have accused me of stealing when I did not steal anything from them or their children.  So, even though my brother is alive and most definitely doing well, he is not alive to me.  I know this sounds horrible for a Christian to say when a Christian is to forget and forgive but damage has been done and I do not need to be a part of anyone’s lives where I am not wanted or cared about.  What my brother and his wife has done is their problem and they lost their support from dad’s side of the family.  They are truly on their own.  This is what they want. Now I have the 15th of October to worry about next and I can not for that day to come and go.  The 5th, 7th, and the 15th of October are three days I remember good times and now, for the past 4 years, I do not want to remember such dates.  I move on through my days and today I have my shower and have cleaning and laundry.