On Mondays and Thursdays I look forward to seeing MJ and C. MJ and C are my IDS workers who help me with grocery shopping, laundry and cleaning, and food preparation day. Today I see MJ and C. I am looking forward to today in that regard. Today begins the busiest week I have had in a long time. I just do not want Tuesday to come is all but I do not have any control of time coming and going in a day although I wish we did. Now I am definitely thinking of the impossible because stopping time is not one of our abilities as humans or otherwise we would be traveling back in time to fix what we did wrong every chance we can. God did not make us like that! I am only having wishful thinking and that thinking is absolutely ridiculous today. I just do not want Tuesday to come is all.