Time

Time is escaping me once again.  Where does the time go?  This time, today, it has gone by watching TV and napping.  I am feeling a little under the weather today.  Not sure if it has something to do with the weather, what has happened here, depression setting in a little bit, or the fact that I am just having one of those days that are not exactly bad but in-between.  There is always a new day when tomorrow finally gets here – God willing, of course.  I think the clutter of the mind – my own – has been exhausting the past couple of days while I grief the loss of a friendship that hasn’t been for six months now.  With the neighbor gone now, I can grieve properly and declutter the mind the chaos that was the biggest storm in a very long time I’ve experienced.  The question that pops in my mind is “Am I the only one who is grieving?”  Probably so.  It seems that everyone else here (tenants) have moved on and here I am stuck it a rut of some sort.  I cannot wait until May 23, 2017 when I see my counselor!