Monthly Archives: November 2018

I am not something that can be taken out to the trash to buried in more piles of trash.  I am not strong, but I am not weak.  I am one of those people that gets very emotional and cries.  … Continue reading →

It is a sad day as well as happy.  The sad news is that Grandma Van passed away around 2:30 AM.  The Van family is kind of separated right now.  Pastor Van (former/retired)came home for a couple of days to … Continue reading →

Another day has come and gone.  At this time Grandma Van is non-responsive (asleep), and her heartbeat is a little faster now.  Her life here on earth is almost over and she will be sleeping until Jesus’ return.  My heart … Continue reading →

I had gotten a call a few minutes ago.  You know the type of phone call that you dread or waiting for that is not good news.  Yes, I got one of those phone calls.  CF, Pastor Van’s sister, called … Continue reading →

I have been wondering what is happening for Thanksgiving yet.  I know my parents from AR are going to PA to have Thanksgiving with my brother and his wife, and kids.  My sister KLK has to work so she is … Continue reading →

Once again this is the first time I have written since November 14. It has been difficult for me lately. I still have a lot to say, but how to express it in words without it feeling like a chore rather than … Continue reading →

Ever since November 7, I have not been writing in my diary.  I have not had a lot to say.  To be honest, I believe I have had some emotional issues to work out.  I dealt with hot flashes from … Continue reading →

It has been a while since I have written in my diary.  I have not been feeling very good and yesterday, November 4, is the first time since October 21, I have not been online until today.