I have to get used to this new writing system in my online and public diary/blog. I haven’t been on daily here yet. I have to get with the program, and it has to start now. When Magic is sleeping, I should take the time to write a bit. Whatever it may be about, writing should be a daily occurrence. Maybe so. Am I losing my writing mojo?
Sometimes I feel I am, but in reality, I’m not. I write when I can these days, and I miss writing daily at times. That’s why my entries seem more at times than I take a break and come back at a later date. I’m okay and fine. I have dialysis three times a week at three hours and fifteen minutes out of my day ev2ery Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. I do not find dialysis horrible, but the treatment seems to take longer. I’d rather play a game on my phone or read a book on my Kindle reader while keeping my arm still, so the needles do not cause any problems.
I have been hanging in there from day one.
I am getting used to the new Dear Diary, I have to find a new format to incorporate all of my blogs and this diary. I can do it even though it is not an easy change this time around, but it doesn’t stop me from writing.
I have been swamped lately.
This is the first time I’ve been able to get on after a while. I can do this…I can do this.
This move has really brought home to me how comforting and normalizing it is to have consistency in our lives. Familiarity is especially important right now. However… it is also good for our brain to be faced with new challenges so we can stay ‘light on our feet’ that way. We are all in this learning curve together though! That has to count for something!!!
That’s right Yetzirah. I agree with you here. Thanks for your comments.q