I cannot get emotionally involved with dramatic situations anymore. My physical health is weak because of dialysis. I have dialysis three times a week, write about treatment every time I get home or have time. I need to concentrate on getting to and from dialysis right now because we are using a new company – Veyo – because – MTM’s contract had ended October 30th. For the past ten days, it has been hard to get Veyo to understand that I cannot climb into vehicles/cars. I need a low-riding vehicle. My balance is bad, I use a walker to get around, and I do not have the strength to get into a seat that I have to climb onto. It doesn’t help to lose strength because of aging cerebral palsy (CP).
I am a little confused right now. I have to be careful not to get emotionally drained with friends as well as my physical, and medical needs. I am feeling that if I do get emotionally involved in helping my friend JO I will be sucked into dramatic situations. It has almost already happened. I have to back off a little for a while. I am going to tell it like it is from now on.
