More Admittance to My Anger

Hmmm, knowing for a very long-time knowing Papa did not hold any job for years has now, today, pisses me off. Even though my mother married in 1993 in the wild Rose.chapel in the woods in Wild Rose with me as her witness and LLL’s brother BP as his witness, and my brother and SIL, and two daughters BLK and CAK were at the wedding. The reception was at a nice restaurant before they went on their honeymoon. Mom and LLL lived in Janesville, Wisconsin in a nice home on heritage street at that time until 1999 when they moved back to NM. They moved back up from NM to Wisconsin because Grandma and Grandpa Fox were getting up in years and she needed to be around more. All was good for a few years from 1992 to 1999. It was nice and good to have mom back for a while. With Grandma Fox dead on October 1, 1997, Grandpa Fox at St. Elisabeth’s for a couple of years before mon had him moved to a nursing home in NM in 1999 where I began to visit for years to come until 2010 when Grandpa CVF was alive from 2000-2003. The last time I saw Grandpa Fox alive was in 2002. The 2003 year had me nod wanting to miss school, especially Allegra class. Was i selfish? No, nor at all as Grandpa CVF would be proud that I stuck with school because I was struggling a little bit in my classes that were not math and English related. I was trying to get my associate degree in accounting, but I was only in my regular classes yet. I took college seriously until I dropped out of my accounting classes because. I could nod get past Accounting I and another accounting class I needed to pass. I had difficulty until I found an online accounting program I decided to get online at University of Phoenix. I got all of my regular classes done on line first then took Accounting classes I needed online get my degree online. I took one class at a time, too, excited about learning once again. Never gave up until I got my classes, either. I got my degrees in 2008 and 2010 with UOPhx! Just like my mom who got her college degree later in life her lifetime, I was getting my college degree at age 28 and 30. What a whirlwind. I was doing my best to not follow mom’s steps in her college days. I was trying not up follow my mother in any way, but I was failing and doing exact what my mom had done in her life. Today? Not as much,