Category Archives: DIARY

The 3rd and 4th

Posted on July 4, 2023 by ksmiley

Today is my 53rd birthday. I feel alone right now—as if this is an ordinary and ordinary day before the Fourth of July holiday. Fireworks were on display on July 1st this year. Even though I will have JP here … Continue reading →

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Dialysis Day

Posted on June 24, 2023 by ksmiley

It is morning and I am at dialysis dialyzing and hour early from my original time today. My time is 10:15 AM. I have been dialyzing for sixteen minutes or so now. As July 10th, my time will change to … Continue reading →

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June 15, 2023– Friendship Troubles

Posted on June 15, 2023 by ksmiley

JM’s trust was misplaced. I do not know how to talk to her. It has been a while since I have said ‘I love you’ to her. Her status as a friend is not or has been since 1997. I … Continue reading →

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June 4, 2023 — A Need to Vent

Posted on June 4, 2023 by ksmiley

Today is a venting sort of day. I am not very happy today. The fact is I have been crying because I am getting frustrated. It has been a year since I took some steps. I have taken my first … Continue reading →

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Posted on May 31, 2023 by ksmiley

I am having a rough day.

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Hmmm?

Posted on May 26, 2023 by ksmiley

For a Friday, the day zoomed by kind of fast–too fast. Where in the world did my Friday go? I was having one of those days that sped by—even on May 21 and May 22; those two days sped by … Continue reading →

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Dialysis Day Confusion Today

Posted on May 25, 2023 by ksmiley

Dialysis went smoothly today, but Veyo had me confused by having two companies picking me up — one in the morning was Cream City Transport, and in the afternoon was You Buy We Fly. Oh my goodness, I was confused, … Continue reading →

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Life in the Now

Posted on May 15, 2023 by ksmiley

A new dawned and I have been up since 6:30 PM. Magic has already cuddled with me for about a half an hour. My phone and iPad have to be not used at the time I am paying attention to … Continue reading →

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Morning of May 13, 2023

Posted on May 13, 2023 by ksmiley

With Dear Diary fixed now, I am back up and running. Thanks, SB. I appreciate you for unlocking my locked account. I am baffled about what happened, but I am not obsessing about it. I can only emulate the outcome … Continue reading →

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It Does Hurt

Posted on May 12, 2023 by ksmiley

The idea of therapy is a good thing. The only thing I do not understand is my Dad is not responding to my texts as my Mom does when we talk about taking steps to walk again. I guess I … Continue reading →

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